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Continue to ChatI felt that thread that had come between us, tugging, tugging at my heart - so hard, it hurt me. A hundred times I almost rose, almost went in to her; a hundred times I thought, Go to her! Why are you waiting? Go back to her side! But every time, I thought of what would happen if I did. I knew that I couldn't lie beside her, without wanting to touch her. I couldn't have felt her breath upon my mouth, without wanting to kiss her. And I couldn't have kissed her, without wanting to save her. - Sarah Waters from https://whatsmyquote.com/quote/i-felt-that-thread-that-had-come-between-us-tugging-tugging-at-my-heart-so-hard-it-hurt-me-a-hundred-times-i/page/2